Sigh, New Year’s Eve. I hate this time of year.
Every year it’s more or less the same, I sit on a couch in the living room with my laptop on my lap, watching videos or listening to music while everyone else goes out and meets their friends and enjoys themselves.

Sometimes I feel pathetic thinking about it. I mean I’m not asking for a whole army of friends to hang out with and shit, I’d just really like a small group of friends to hang out with. (And preferably a girlfriend too but we all know that’s not gonna happen because I’m really fucking picky and difficult)
 
A pack of cigarettes or two, a couple of friends and fireworks. Is that too much to ask for?